Bronze is the best I can do. Period. End of story. Proven time and time, again. And another time. And one more time.

When everything is said and done, I will not be able to perform well enough to get anything better than bronze. No matter what.

And that's why I'll only ever post on the forums and writeup pastebins. It's more painless if I am not constantly reminded of my limitations. Writing pastebins also serves as a better outlet for my autism.