i kept a person in my life for much longer than i feel i should've to the point where it was pretty much unhealthy
also i took pills and drove someone who i care about a lot home whilst i was still high at 5am, i kept swerving and almost crashing and putting them at risk is something i regret a freaking lot and i'll never do something like that again
being with people that make me feel comfortable. i spend 905 of my time in my bedroom alone so being around people makes me feel so happy, although mainly only specific people because otherwise i just feel rly awkward. it just sucks that i didn't connect with anyone at uni and i only get to see my old friends <10 times in a whole year
