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Actual Nightmare

over 7 years

I normally don't get nightmares very often, but, lately I'v been getting sick. I'v dreamed of demons that have bodies contorted, children with bowling ball sized mouths that have asymmetrically placed sharp on the top and bottom, shape shifters that try to steal my heart, and much more, but, none of those actually scare me. Although they give me a message, I'm not afraid of those things because they don't come with death, only fear.

What I dreamed about came with a death worse than death and I never want to dream that horrible dream again. I was white, as I am in most of my dreams. There was no black people, spanish people, semite people, or anything in the world, just white. Strangely enough, most of my dreams about a paradise like place involve everybody being white and I'v never seen a single colored person in dreams of paradise.

There was space ships floating around and appearing out of the air. There was high tech buildings all over the place. Every single wall could be used to order anything you want from that wall if you had the money. Despite all of this, I felt empty. Aliens came to earth and made an agreement to exchange technology for being able to occupy our land. This didn't go the way you might expect it. The aliens took the women and gave them anything they wanted while the men where forced to be broke and wander aimlessly around the planet with nothing except the ability to watch what they couldn't enjoy. I was in the body of one of those people who had to walk around aimlessly. Welcome to hell. This is what happens when you agree to take technology from another country while allowing them to occupy territory.

Look at the geopolitical playing field today. Look at how we act internationally. What's going to happen when the "white people" of space find us?

over 7 years
I think we are supposed to blend the connection between us and what has been left of space, unless we are able to go so far that hot temperatures wouldnt be allowed to be able to survive. We could make this jam and try to subscape the beuty of the macho man until the years to come has gotten far behin ourselves. Peace
over 7 years
Ugh. Back at it again, lad.
deletedover 7 years
read this a few times over and i just want to say i absolutely can not comprehend what the hell this says