> "The best way to describe the feeling, is despair. It grows... > starting out slow, quiet... dull. Eventually it festers and > rises,becoming fear and satisfation all at once. I could never explain > it close enough, to make someone like you understand." His eyes > trailed over to Komaeda, he pursed his lips; refusing to speak on the > matter. "Kamukura-sama... I already understand what despair is... I > just don't understand why we are doing this." Komaeda refused to turn > away, he kept his eyes locked onto Kamukura's face, refusing to look > away.