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Ginga
almost 7 years

My venting thread. Don't use it much anymore, but oh well.

Ginga
almost 7 years
i should stop the pity party before it gets annoying sorry i'm gonna stop now i guess
Ginga
almost 7 years
but i got ice cream today so thats the most productive thing i did probably all week haha
Ginga
almost 7 years
and im still on the downswing now so its only gonna get worse for the next few weeks before i'll get to be happy again if im lucky
Ginga
almost 7 years
i dont have motivation for anything even like video games ive just been aimlessly browsing youtube all day
Ginga
almost 7 years
i have homework due tomorrow and i cant let it be late or its a 0 and even still im struggling to have any motivation for it at all
Ginga
almost 7 years
i'm here for like 3 weeks and its going to be a looooong 3 weeks
Ginga
almost 7 years
im stuck back at home with my family and its killing me already
Ginga
almost 7 years
i have to wake up early tomorrow and go to church, 2 things i really really dont want to do
Ginga
almost 7 years
Well I had my day of happiness yesterday, so that was nice i guess
Ginga
almost 7 years
Karma. By Shatterproof.

Ginga
almost 7 years
daily song is Okay Everyone! from Doki Doki Literature Club




This game makes me happy.
Ginga
almost 7 years
daily song is Light That Fire by Oh The Larceny

Ginga
almost 7 years

sammy says

love you bro


love u too no homo
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love you bro
Ginga
almost 7 years
daily song is Your Reality by Monika (Mild Doki Doki Literature Club Spoilers)




If you haven't yet, play Doki Doki Literature Club. It's short and free.
Ginga
almost 7 years
daily song is That's So Yesterday by World War Me

Ginga
almost 7 years
didnt sleep last night

tried to

but didnt

now im tired and sad and sick to my stomach and life is totally radical woohoo
Ginga
almost 7 years
nO WAIT THIS IS IT THIS IS ME

Ginga
almost 7 years
me_irl

Ginga
almost 7 years
daily song is Delirium Tremendous by Felix Hagan & The Family

Ginga
almost 7 years

Ally says

i don't think esports is causing ur self esteem issues @ all and if it's something you enjoy and if you really are happier when you play you should keep at it

as much as ppl will say "ree the internet is worsening your depression" that's not necessarily true in all cases

love and support u


thank u i love u too
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i don't think esports is causing ur self esteem issues @ all and if it's something you enjoy and if you really are happier when you play you should keep at it

as much as ppl will say "ree the internet is worsening your depression" that's not necessarily true in all cases

love and support u
Ginga
almost 7 years

Otherscott says


Elfen says

Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.


I think there's a correlation/ causation question here about the relationship between online gaming and low self esteem.

I'm sorry you're not enjoying your esports club Ginga but I do recommend to keep chipping away at it for a little longer.


oh no im not gonna like quit or anything its literally the only thing i do outside of sit at home and go to class so i should probably keep in it regardless
Otherscott
almost 7 years

Elfen says

Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.


I think there's a correlation/ causation question here about the relationship between online gaming and low self esteem.

I'm sorry you're not enjoying your esports club Ginga but I do recommend to keep chipping away at it for a little longer.
Ginga
almost 7 years

Elfen says

Forrest is 200% correct here and generally online gaming is known to cause low self-esteem.

From what I've seen until now, you're a really smart person. This means you clearly can make some changes on your life. The point is to go and make them and not to hesitate.


if i had low self-esteem before i played online games what do i do

because im the happiest when i play games so there appears to be a problem here

im really not smart though, and i lack the motivation to make those changes

but at the same time i know its my fault and im sort of content with it? i wouldnt say happy but im resigned to it at this point its really not so bad just i need to complain sometimes