LIFE IS MEANINGLESS. HUMAN LIFE IS ALL SURVIVAL AND DISTRACTIONS TO AVOID THE TERRIFYING VOID OF NEURONAL BOREDOM I.E., SITTING IN YOUR ROOM DOING NOTHING. EVERY DAY IS A GROTESQUE REPETITION OF THE CYCLE OF EATING, DRINKING, GROOMING, PISSING, SHITTING, FUCKING, AND DISTRACTING OURSELVES WITH ANYTHING AVAILABLE. THEN WE FALL ASLEEP.

NO ONE GETS ANYTHING FROM LEARNING. READ A MILLION BOOKS, IT WILL NOT DO ANYTHING. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE IT OR THE FILE AND STOP THINKING ABOUT IT IT'S AS GOOD AS GONE FOREVER. KNOWLEDGE IS ALL ILLUSORY.

IN THE FUNCTIONING OF THE NERVOUS SYSTEM, THERE IS NO SELF. THEREFORE, THERE IS NO ONE TO ATTAIN ANYTHING, NO ONE WHO AMASSES KNOWLEDGE. NO ONE BECOMING ENLIGHTENED.

THERE IS NO SEER, NO HEARER, NO FEELER, NO TASTER, NO SMELLER, NO THINKER, NO AWARER. ALL THESE FUNCTION WITHOUT A SELF STANDING BEHIND THEM ALL RECEIVING THE IMPRESSIONS. MAN IS DEVOID OF SELF OR ESSENCE. CONSCIOUSNESS IS A SYNAPTIC ILLUSION NOT A REAL SUBSTANCE.

ALL OUR LIVES ARE BEYOND THE PHYSICAL SURVIVALISM IS MENTAL DISTRACTIONS. WE PUT OUR ENTHUSIASM INTO SOME CONCEPT, PROJECT, ART, ACTIVITY, OR WHATEVER ELSE, AS IF IT MATTERS. ALAS, IT DOES NOT MATTER AT ALL.

DEATH, NAY, EVEN A SLIGHT MOMENT OF UNCONSCIOUSNESS, NAY, FURTHER STILL, EVEN A MOMENT WHERE YOU DO NOT THINK OF YOUR DISTRACTION OF CHOICE, RENDERS IT ALL NOTHING.

THE BRAIN CRAVES STIMULATION AND WILL SEEK IT OUT. WHEN THIS SEEKING CEASES DUE TO THE WISDOM THAT LIFE IS MEANINGLESS, THE NERVOUS SYSTEM FUNCTIONS IMPERSONALLY LIKE A COMPUTER AS THE SENSE OF SELF RECEDES FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY UNTIL NOTHING IS LEFT EXCEPT INHALATIONS AND EXHALATIONS.

YOU CANNOT PROVE ME WRONG. ANYTHING YOU ENJOY IN LIFE IS A DISTRACTION. THROW THE DISTRACTIONS AWAY AND THERE IS NOTHING LEFT.